There is a part of you that has become afraid to trust and completely let go again.
When you're with family, your SO, or a group of friends, really be there.
My DH family is exact opposite but hubby has become a hugger with me and DD:
WTE Must Reads.
I don't actually tell him that, but in my head i'm screaming it.
I can definitely relate to being annoyed by constant touching and grabbing at me.
You have your guard up.
What if he just wants to be friends?
Same goes for hand holding, cuddling, and all of that.